Dad’s Eighty

My dad purchased an 80, just across the township road from the Bakke Farmstead, in Northwest Minnesota on the transition line between forest and prairie known as the Parkland when he was a younger man. It was half tillable hillside and half bottomland that held fingers of crop, thick cover, older hardwoods, and stretches of tall grass. The Sandhill River hugged the eastern boundary.

On visits growing up, I explored the tangles, fields, and little tributary creek that gushed with snow-melt every spring. I imagined Dad, uncles and aunts, sledding the slopes and swimming the culvert which cut under the road in the soft valley topsoil. Those were different times; horses, steam-tractors, and long days working the farm were standard. My dad, Walter, told stories of constructing skis out of barrel staves and placing heated stones under the quilts for the long winter sleigh rides. Now, the land sits idle in government CRP holdings and the once active sections, dotted with neighbors machinery in harvest, are worked with by a few remaining grandsons and daughters. The echoes of children’s laughter, replaced by the occasional truck or family car speeding off to somewhere. Bustling chores reduced to silent barns, monuments to the Family Farm Era.

I pulled myself out of daydream, slowed, and stiff ground crackled under my truck tires as memories dissipated for another rifle hunt with my son Nate, Johan’s great grandson. It was still dark after the hours drive and I dimmed the lights before turning onto the tractor access. The ritual of lightly closed doors, grabbing light packs of coffee and mid-morning treats, and loading rifles was a methodical practice. No snow had fallen, so the walk revealed bare ground and frozen tire tracks. A distant dog barked, and the eastern sky held a slight awareness of morning. At the grades bottom, Nathanael and I parted ways, I watched him fade into the wooded trail and climb a stand we had built. I kept on the field-edge to another section of wooded shelter and crawled into my spot.

I love first light. The warmth lifts. Forest creatures stir. A hope of Whitetail’s rise. The stillness was punctuated by a distant rifle report. It was the second weekend and the local herd sensed the pressure; movements altered.

We met at the truck for lunch, our mid-morning snacks depleted. The fan labored to kick out heat but eventually the chill evaporated. Nate had seen two doe slip into the woods across from his stand but disappeared before a shot opportunity. Sandwiches and my wife’s homemade stew were enjoyed. Pop, coffee, and bars consumed we piled out and breathed in the crisp November air; headed to the second sit. The day warmed. Minutes blurred to the final hour and songbird activity increased before sunset. I enjoyed their company.

I sat motionless, rifle in hand, like a statue. A winter bird lighted on the muzzle of my Remington 30-06 semi-auto. Head tilted, it looked at me and jumped down the barrel. Now, halfway, it surveyed its surroundings. Flitted toward me again. I studied the bird’s searching eyes, always detecting movement, danger, like a deer. My breath steadied as though an animal approached for the shot.

For a moment I thought. . . could it?

Then, with a quick twitch the seasonal friend leapt onto my beard! I felt tiny claws latch to my whiskers for an instant of surprise and its entire expression stated, “You’re not a tree!”. The traveler darted away and left me with another memory on Dad’s Eighty while dusk turned to night and I returned to meet Nate for the ride back home.

Peace,

Overstretched the Reach

I wait through the long northern months for days like this, an early summer deer scout with my good buddy Matt.

There were several canoe-in locations I wanted to hit so we loaded Matt’s Pelican and hit the road. The fresh coffee from our local stop was almost too hot for the touch but went down smooth as the pavement gave way to gravel in our favorite destination; the Tamarac National Wildlife Refuge. We were searching water access points for hunting habitat without busting through cover from the road.

After a few miles Matt and I reached the Dike Road Access, turned onto the tightly wooded lane, and eased up to the boat landing of South Tamarac Lake. It’s an isolated destination on the south end of the Tamarac Refuge that offers a long view of undeveloped shoreline and patches of Wild Rice standing out of its watery seed-bed. A light south wind made for an easy paddle as we pointed the craft north, soaking in the morning warmth, nested geese, and shoreline dark green in the growth of summer foliage. If you can imagine a perfect Minnesota day, that was it, with clouds billowed up like cotton balls and patches of brilliant sky against the open wilderness setting.

Our canoe pushed past cattails and grass at the first landfall and beached with a soft thud. Immediately, we discovered deer trails along the water line. A stand of pines and hardwoods dissipated into a natural meadow with clumps of willow to create a unique blend of transition lines and deer bedding. After an hour hike of exploring we brushed some ground blinds along the pushed up berm, heaved from many seasons of lake-ice harassing the beach, and enjoyed our packed lunch under a shady oak. Daydreaming about living here in the 1930’s, building a log cabin, and trapping for a living (something most people who love the outdoors envision) mesmerized us but we finally packed up for the next leg of the journey.

Matt worked his way to the rear of the craft and I settled into my front perch. I grabbed my paddle and pushed off the soft bottom just past the grass-lined beach. In a moment the world shifted into slow motion. I was locked into a certain outcome, frozen, suspended in time and space, and finally released into the cool drink. The lake rose and I was deluged by the still chilled waters of June. Matt however, was able to step off from his higher back seat and only sustain wet boots. I jumped up from twelve inches of muddied bottom like a drenched cat; muck, weeds, and water dripping from me like a Northern Pike that had just made one last desperate lunge to the bottom before being hauled up.

As I stood in disbelief, a hysterical laughter echoed through the air. Matthew, oblivious to my consternation was embroiled in the spectacle and feeling pleased, I am sure, that he escaped a similar fate. A sizable disagreement soon ensued as to who was at fault. A debate that is still, and will probably always be, unresolved.

Undaunted, with another locale in our sights, we reorganized and paddled on despite my grumbling and Matt’s laughing.

It was a half hour jaunt to the other side and the exercise quickly warmed me. On a grassy slope we sat and drained the water from our boots, I hung my shirt and hoody up to dry, and Matt still chortled with a wry grin whenever he glanced my way. I scowled back with an incredulous stare. . .

I felt like Tom Sawyer for the next leg of the adventure, walking in the warm afternoon sun, shirtless, so my garments would dry hanging on a tree-limb in the breeze. We had landed on a 200 acre island that was connected to the mainland with a thick low bog and exposed to the lake on three sides. It had a feel of Skull Island from the King Kong movie. Desolate and eerie, with a thick cover of ferns throughout most of the terrain under a canopy of mature hardwoods. The ground was laced with game-trails but any significant buck sign was unnoticed. After a long exploratory trek we arrived back at the canoe and my slightly dried gear.

The Sun lowered and cast long shadows, with the first hints of an amber glow behind the western wood. We pushed the Pelican though 150 yards of lilly pads, that served as a barrier to our Skull Island, before hitting open water and a direct line back to the Dike Road Boat Access. Reminiscing on the day’s events generated a lot of laughs, well timed verbal jabs, and the start of a never-ending debate about the tipping event.

To this day, a good natured contention will still arise as to who should carry the blame for my dunking. My claim is that Matt is suspect, being the aft observer, and overstretched the reach.

Matt disagrees.

Peace,


It’s Time to Start Writing

Patience is a virtue for the Whitetail hunter. Patience is also a virtue for the writer. For the last five years I have applied endurance to entering a new profession and my blog writing remained silent; I’ve been absent from the Whitetail Poet Diaries to become a Language Arts teacher.

It’s time to start writing.

The irony of stopping my web articles to become a writing educator is not lost on me but now, after almost six years of classroom work with Middle School and High School students, it’s time to get back to the discipline of pen and paper; keyboard and doc.

About three years into my bow hunting journey I picked up the mantle to teach. From 2015 to 2020 I forged my way through a Communication Arts & Literature degree at Minnesota State University Moorhead and then, jumped into my first classroom as Covid kicked off. Now, into my sixth season and second school, I’ve settled into my new life and discovered my stride as an educator.

I’m jumping back into blog writing with this short testimony to simply state my creative juices were squeezed out in the maelstrom and stress of juggling workload, classroom stress, and English content creation. Finding the energy to crunch out Whitetail Poet content seemed daunting. The page has turned, now I can manage my classroom responsibilities and return to blogging as an avenue of enjoyment.

It’s time to start writing.

The bow hunting connection was always present during my teaching transition. My passion for the big wilderness tracks of Northern Minnesota and chasing Ole Wooly with a bow and arrow were constant companions. In my first year of teaching I devoted six and a half days to my profession and reserved Sunday afternoons for the deer woods. Archery, scouting, hobby photography, and the bow season were a welcomed indulgence to my path to teaching tenure. My connection to bow hunting helped me stay leveled.

Bringing bow hunting interests to the classroom has helped me connect with many students as well. I enjoy telling, and listening, to hunting stories. In outdoor writing units I consider conservation pioneers like Sigurd F. Olson and in short story lessons many young writers used their deer stand experience as a backdrop for assignments.

One valuable lesson I learned while imparting writing skills to teens is patience. One vital attribute I developed while waiting for Whitetail opportunities is patience. One meaningful quality I allowed myself in this interim is patience. Patience with yourself is a great writer’s, hunter’s, and teacher’s asset. In my personnel writing craft I’ve had to allow myself the space to grow into this season. Sometimes a person does not always tag out in September but patience, and allowing the process to work, can position the hunter for success when the snow flies. Knowing yourself as a writer, and allowing the process to work, can also bring you into the right timing to produce meaningful content. Much like understanding the Whitetail, when to move, when to sit, and the exact right moment to release an arrow, the writer needs patience but also understanding to know when the time is right.

There was an old anonymous plaque hanging in the office hallway of our English department at Weld Hall on the MSUM campus that read something like, and I paraphrase, “Dreaming about writing is not writing, thinking about writing is not writing, and talking about writing is not writing. Writing is writing.”.

It’s time to start writing.

I want to thank some folks who have not given up on the Whitetail Poet dream through these transition years: Outdoor writer Edgar E. Castillo @ the.writers.blocc on Instagram took time to reach out, encourage me, offer support, and stay connected. My good buddy Matt who is my Whitetail Poet artist and co-conspirator, my lifelong friend Bill who shares many of my outdoor adventures, and lastly my amazing wife who believes in me, my dreams, is patient with my writing time, and stands with the financial cost of maintaining a website.

It’s time to start writing.

Peace,